This is quite possibly the third blog I've ever started, and knowing myself quite well, I probably wont continue this one either. I am unfortunately forgetful, so I just forget to come back and write anything. Does anyone else do that? It's not that I'm not interested, I just get distracted easily.
Anyways, I'm starting a new blog because at this stage I am still afraid to create a Vlog. The reason for this is because I hate the way that I sound and I am not fond of watching myself on video...and if I'm being that critical of myself, who's to say that others wont be? I see comments on other Vloggers YouTube accounts and I'm astounded by some of the filth that people spew from their keyboards. I'm not sure that I'm ready for that kind of criticism yet. I feel that once I am sure of what I want to actually Vlog about, the opinions of others wont matter so much to me, but right now, I think I'm happy to write some stuff, hide my face and see where it takes me. Maybe people will read it, maybe they wont?
The one thing that I do want for my blog and eventual vlog is to stay true to myself. I see alot of the same thing daily. Lots of challenge videos, lots of makeup tutorials, food, mukbang (you know, where you watch someone prepare and eat food?), ranty videos etc, and I'm not saying they aren't entertaining, they definitely are most of the time, but I don't think they're necessarily for me. I know those topics are popular, they will get me views and attention, but will they bring me any kind of happiness?
Enough for my first post, it's past midnight on a school night. This lady needs her beauty sleep.
Thanks for reading, if anyone's actually reading this ;-).
Pam x
